for porn is fragile and delicate

So I'm writing yet another convoluted OT4 opus, because apparently it's what I do now, and the process of moving things around and figuring out what the real structure and spine of the story are, I've realized that this one scene is -- not useful for me at all. Nothing wrong with it; I just don't need it to do what I originally thought it was going to do, so I can't justify even finishing it, let alone incorporating it into the story.

However, it's moderately hot, if somewhat fragmentary, John/Ronon, and it's against my religion or something to delete moderately hot John/Ronon. ( So now it's yours. )

ruminations of a personal nature, or: On Viewing the Back Half of SGA s3

Warning: all of the attached is, um, slightly mental. I think it's sort of about SGA, and sort of about wtf is wrong inside my brain? Whether you like the show or not, you're almost guaranteed to decide, after reading this, that my relationship is completely fucking unhealthy, and you would not necessarily be wrong.

( the meta doesn't get much more meta than this )